well, i did it. i know i was proud of not sleeping with d's new roommate's friend last weekend, but after a whole week of constant chatting all day, i couldn't hold out. he messaged me on monday, and texted me that night... and then we messaged all day weds and thurs. there was plenty of sexual innuendo, and a lot of banter. he continues to ride that border between gentle teasing and going too far, but never quiet gets over the line. it's tough, because i really enjoy talking to him, but there's something about his pride and ego that turns me off, and makes me want to cut him down to normal. but, in the end, i figure if i am sweet to him and call him on his shit, that i'll be able to just enjoy the wit and banter without the crap. so far, it seems to be working.
yesterday afternoon he invited me over to hang out that night, and i did make him actually ask, instead of telling me that i could come over if i wanted. b was that kind of cocky, but i was so excited to spend time with him that i never made him actually ask and plan. i would just jump every time he suggested that he was free, and he got lazy. this time i am going to try not to be so complacent and agreeable.
anyway, although there is a small part of me that still ascribes to the miss manners style of dating, i figure this isn't really dating since he has someone on the east coast and i'm really just looking to play. in the end, although i want him to call when he gets back from his trip, if he doesn't i still will not regret the sex. i have needs, dammit. but... it would be fun to keep this thing going.... i need to stop being so wishful.
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