this rollercoaster needs to slow down

last night was too much for me. it basically took me all day to feel like myself again, and i can't let that happen again anytime soon or else i may not be able to take it. i have decided to put myself on a 2-drink limit for the weekend, in order to prevent myself from getting as volatile as i was last night. this may be difficult tomorrow at the pub crawl, but as long as i take it slow and maintain my awareness, i should be able to navigate ok. this truly is a journey into myself, as i learn what my pitfalls are and how to avoid them in order to stay as true to myself as possible. a little like the princess bride, but without the ROUSes.