my dad is so negative sometimes. every time i talk to him he keeps bringing up the fact that mom might die. and although i KNOW that it's a possibility, i don't like thinking about it. i have asked him to stop, but he doesn't... and i don't know if it's better that i just ignore the fact that she might die so that i can stay happy in my day to day life, or if it's better to keep the possibility in my consciousness so that i am more in touch with reality.
i don't know. what i do know is that i don't want her to die, and i don't want to have to think about it, because every time i do it sends me into a tailspin... and its hard enough staying afloat as it is.
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